I DREAMED A DREAM

I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they turn your hope apart
As they turn your dreams to shame

And still I dream he’d come to me
That we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from the hell I’m living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

TELL HIM

Song by Celine Dion & Barbara Streisand

I'm scared
So afraid to show I care
Will he think me weak
If I tremble when I speak
Oooh - what if
There's another one he's thinking of
Maybe he's in love
I'd feel like a fool
Life can be so cruel
I don't know what to do

I've been there
With my heart out in my hand
But what you must understand
You can't let the chance
To love him pass you by

Should I

Tell him
Tell him that the sun and moon
Rise in his eyes
Reach out to him
And whisper
Tender words so soft and sweet
Hold him close to feel his heart beat
Love will be the gift you give yourself

Touch him
With the gentleness you feel inside
Your love can't be denied
The truth will set you free
You'll have what's mean to be
All in time you'll see

I love him
Of that much I can be sure
I don't think I could endure
If I let him walk away
When I have so much to say

I'll

Love is light that surely glows
In the hearts of those who know
It's a steady flame that grows
Feed the fire with all the passion you can show
Tonight love will assume its place
This memory time cannot erase
Blind faith will lead love where it has to go

Never let him go

When You Try Your Best

This is taken from the Coldplay, song title is Fix You... Representing my feeling right now..

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
when you're too in love to let it go
could it be worse?

but If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth

And the tears come streaming down your face
You promise you will learn from your mistakes

When you love someone but it goes to waste
When you're too in love to let it go

Is it worth to try and try, again and again?


Jakarta, 28 March 2011...

I promise I will learn from my mistakes.
I promise I will let it go, and I must .....
But please God, give me the strength to try again..
To think it is worth to try

Barito - The Lying Bridge In The Sky

My first impression when I saw this bridge is WOW... like lying in the sky.. even the hot weather cannot stop me from taking picture...





This was my 2nd time visiting my aunt in Banjarmasin. Banjarmasin is change a lot from 18th years ago, shophouses everywhere, malls also but the floating market still there..

I missed the floating market because of the 'Lebaran', they closed a bit earlier than usual, but I got a chance to go to 'Kembang' island. The 'Kembang' island is the habitat of Bekantan (Nasalis larvatus) or known as Dutch Monkey, is a monkey with big nose..



Our Boat to Kembang Island

If God

If God brings you to it
He will bring you through it
Happy moments, praise God
Difficult moments, seek God
Quiet moments, worship God
Painful moments, trust God
Every moment, thank God